hmm , i dont know what to say here . currently , im sooo depressed about you . you make me crazy , dying , happy , sad and more . grr ! i also dont know why im so mad at you . haha , its a lie if i told you i mad of you , no reason . i mad at you because .. because .. urgh ! its so hard to say it . soo complicated . i dont want to be selfish . i dont want be a burden to you . oke oke , i'll confess . firstly , at the seminar , im not crying because of you . im serious . people and you always ask me if i mad at you . the same questions . makes me URGH ! then , i mad at you . hmm , yeah . im sooo idiotic right ? thirdly , im mad at you because you always said that we have nothing . just an ordinary friend . sometimes i felt that 'syok sendiri ' . you always said this ' kita kan kawan jee' . if you say so , then i guess , we are ORDINARY friend . then , you ask me why we are far from each other ? that stupid questions . aiyahh , bukan ke dia cakap nak jadi kawan je . so , buat ape nak dekat dekat . about the 'bless' issues , yeah , im soo touched ! i cant believe you said that . i understand if you hate me but not blessing my exams ? thats too much . but what can i say . maybe i deserve that . thansk eh . now , you said to my friend , never told everything about you . ohh , so now you want let me go ? after all i felt about you ? urgh ! hmm , im soo sorry if i hurt you . i didnt mean that . oke , now im gone . not with you anymore . i hope you will get what you aim and always success in this world , always happy oke ! thanks for everything . for the love , sadness , happiness , crazy things . i love you . please remember that .
ps: chayok chayok . dont play play . ingat Allah . take care . smile always ..